Monday, November 3, 2008

James's Secret Crush

Ahem.. mind me, nobody admires me i can say that. lol. unlike Lisa eh, so many crushes and admirers. haha. I am just a normal guy that is searching for a reason to live in this world. Talking bout secret crush, sadly, i had BEEN rejected before. when i was small that is, haha. Anyway now i have a new crush, also my ex-classmate haha. Well she look as hawt as Rihanna now XD. I hope she will never notice that i was loving her silently. I dun wanna be a another joker again, just for once. I never wanted anyone to have a crush on me. I live just a simple life. Talking bout my crush, she's same age with me, haha. Although we dun see each other faces often, we still contact thru the net. I still remember the scene where i seperated with my standard 6 friends. It was unforgettable, never in my life. Now i wish i could see them and just spend time like we used to during the childhood days.

Loving someone doesn't mean you need to get her by ur side. Love cannot be forced, as you all know. So you might want to wish your crush or ex-crushes to live a happy life right? Its like " Although we can't be couple, we can still be friends right? ". This phrase is planted inside my sorrows and memories ever since. Recently i also know another phrase that is " 第一次是偶然，第二次是必然，第三次是命中註定 " what does it mean? lol. it means " first time i meet you is by chance, second time is unavoidable, and the third time is fated ". This phrase also is planted inside my heart.

So i really want to tell my crush that, I will love and cherish you forever <3

-James-